trigger warning, this post is a bit personal. I haven’t posted a lot in social media because I’m aware some people are reading this – and those people have choosen not to be a part of my life anymore. I was like „I don’t want them to hear a single word from me or my family after this shit show“ – but this way they are taking away a thing from me I really love. Doodling, beeing creative, card making and beeing a little weirdo in public. So no more eggshells. I’ll stomp my way back to this stuff, just because I love it.
I suffer from PTBS and Depression. It’s not a big secret to my peers. I’m doing fine btw. Well kind of, most days. If you know me a bit, you’ll know that I gone through lots of shit. And by writing this down I will change nothing to the people who aren’t part of my life anymore. So here is a big f*** you for blaming me for stuff I can’t change, for your lack of emphathy or your privilege that makes you blind to people who aren’t quite like you.
So, this said – I’m back. New old me with not so much free time on my hands but love in my heart for all of you. And if you are suffering from a mental illness or something else – you are a fucking little wonder and you are precious.
I learned almost everything the hard way and I’m still learning. I try to be better, nicer, kinder.
Last week a mother I knew a bit, almost cried, cause we finally met again at the playground. She knows I’m the only mother around playing with all the children, including everyone and got enough toys for everyone around. I don’t mind if I look goofy playing with my daughter and her little friends, baking little sand cakes. She said I made her son smile for the first time in ages. The other kids don’t want to play with him. Why? They are toddlers, for fucks sake! Another Mom I met was almost losing her shit cause she doesn’t know how to handle everything right now and everyone else is like „I’m fine, I’m soooo fine, this ist great.“ No. No, it’s not. I checked – nothing is.
We all struggle. We all have problems. We all are so fucking stupid. We all are afraid. We lie about our feelings. But please be kind and try to be better.
So, after this rant you really, really, really deserve a new digi stamp! Enjoy your little chubby unicorn with his list.
It’s axolotl time! I showed you a sneak of them like years ago – yes. You are reading this right. I said years. So thanks a lot for your patience and now get ready for some axototl action!
Her name is Lotte the axolotl (try to type this without looking; I am looking and still don’t get it right, ugh!) and right now she’s the favorite thing of my daughter. Yes, I let her colour my own stuff. She prove colours everything and she loves pink right now (I know! Damn it, pink!).
Well, well, well – I’m back. I never really left, I just had a baby (aka Minimonster, a smart toddler now), battled the perks of motherhood (still doing), getting back to work, tried to stay well. All this stuff.
Since we all are at home – or at least a bit more than usual – and all this toilet paper and flour and online impulsive buys cost lots of money and we all need something to stay calm and positive, I looked through my stash of old designs and scribbled some new digi stamps.
Minimonster always wants me to draw a thing for her, mostly stuff she knows. But often a monster. She loves monsters. Here favorite plushy is a bright pink Cthulhu. So get ready for some new digi stamps and get that printer working, baby!
For today I have a pretty exhausted Fluffy Gustav for you. Probably he’s working from home, clinging to an old coffee to go cup, just like in the good days. Trying to stay calm and healthy.
Have fun with him! Give him a nice colour and show me your pictures of him on Instagram or wherever you are using @jessafeig or #fluffygustav or #uselesstrinketsstamps
I’ll be back soon with some old new designs, so stick around!
Überraschung! Bald ist Halloween und für die Last-Last-Last-Minute-Bastler unter euch, habe ich noch eine Kirsche auf dem Sahnehäubchen der vielen Freebies der letzten Wochen.
Surprise, witches! Halloween is just a few hours away and for all the last last last last minute crafters – don’t worry, I got you. Here’s a little bonus and the last freebie for this years Halloween.
Das ist Lami, das Llama. Er ist ein Freund von Birka, die unserem Babymonster eine Plüschversion von Lami geschenkt hat. Natürlich liebt das Babymonster sein Lami, aber wir fragen uns so, was Lami an Halloween eigentlich so macht. Natürlich sind Zaubersprüche zu sprechen – mehr Äpfel und Süßigkeiten für ihn!
This is Lami, the Llama. He’a s friend of Birka who gave a plush llama to our baby monster. She still loves it so much, so we asked ourselfes – what’s Lami doing for Halloween? Of course he put on spells – more apples and candy for him!
Ich freue mich so sehr auf eure Projekte und Karten mit Lami! Verlinkt sie einfach im Kommentarbereich, schreibt mich an oder benutzt den Hashtag #uselesstrinketsstamps oder #jessafeig – dann finde ich euch. Versteckt euch nicht. Ich finde euch. Na gut, versteckt euch, das macht das Spiel für mich nur noch spannender, hehehehe!
Viele meiner Projekte, Karten und Ankündigungen zu Freebies und mehr, findet ihr auf Instagram – das hier bin ich @jessafeig und seit kurzem gibt es auch @uselesstrinketsstamps.
I just can’t wait so see all your projects and cards. Just link them in the comment section or just use the hashtag #uselesstrinketsstamps or #jessafeig on social media – I’ll find you, soon. Don’t hide. Well hide, it makes the game more fun for me.
I post a lot of my projects, cardmaking stuff and everything about the new freebies on Instagram – that’s me @jessafeig and we got @uselesstrinketsstamps.